So many things have happened between the last tiime I blogged and now.The Lord has truly led me through the valley of Death ( not only the shadows) and has guided me with His staff and rod.
I returned to Hong Kong on Dec.14 for treatment. The doctors at Queen Mary Hosp. failed and I felt miserable. It was tough and I really wanted to give up. My dear Aunty Margaret introduced me to a lady who introduced me to another doctor. This became the turning point --- angels sent by God. The kind doctor came to the hotel to examine me on Dec.26 (a boxing day gift from God) and I was told to go to St. Theresa Hosp.
What happened after one night's stay was too blurry for me. I was transferred to the ICU but before long I already became delirious. I was operated in the afternoon where they put a stent in my chest so that my tumour wouldn't crush my vein anymore. The reason why I fainted was becasuse the tumour stopped the blood from circulating. Yes, I almost died.
I stayed in the ICU for over a week, having to rely on a breathing mask. Those were night-marish times. I was so thankful when I can finally return to a normal hosp. room where I can see sunshine through the windows. Praise God! I have come a long way.
Today, I am staying at Haven of Hope Hosp., a Christian homely place for people to recover (or to spend their last days). I am now off the oxygen machine, eating, sleeping, talking, walking (a bit), and learning to appreciate all the things I used to take for granted. I still have a long way to go in terms of treatment --- radiation, Chinese medicine & yes, more chemo.
I don't know what the future holds for me but I sure know who holds the future and I'm going to live life day by day and be thankful for every breath that I take!
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